Kodoku-Hikari

Been a long time since i wrote a journal entry, must be like maybe 3 years now. And speaking of years pretty awesome things have occured like everyone who I've watched and chatted to has improved tremendously and it's pretty awesome and sweet to watch the progress as it occurs, keep it up everyone you're doin great :#1: Not so cool stuff would probably be: stuff like lost time, ageing (not really that big a problem now but still) ... i can't really think of anything right now but WTF happened to Kyo's hair!? http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le33l2EuC71qevv4co1_400.jpg  |  http://smiichan.files.wordpress.com/2010/12/11c5fyv.png His voice is

I've uploaded some new stuff, but since they are not illustration driven I've decided to keep those things seperate from this one. Feel free to visit ckswartz ~ckswartz (https://www.deviantart.com/ckswartz) if you're interested in graphic design, product design and advertising. Fear not, I won't abandon illustration, but I may upload things much later than expected. Thanks for reading this.

I'm beginning to think i'm losing the skill that I somewhat grew into. Ever since I've started paying attention to proportion, colour and perspective I have begun to lose what initially as My skill that i derived from Yoshitaka Amano. That skill was based on surrealism, detail, no matter how deluded it had something to say... an emotion immersed in what I drew... now... I think I've lost a bit of it. I'm getting so caught up in what others can do that it's pretty much destroying my own creativity. their colours, proportion and near perfectionism feels like it's strangling my ability and beginning to increase my doubts in me. so much that I